oh shocking!

masa datang dan lalu macam tu ja . macam-macam dah berlaku . :3 Too much actually for me to accept it . Ayah sakit , shortage of money , accidents , tawaran pelik-pelik sampai and i'm preparing for my studies . Allah ~ give me a break ! Penat hanya Allah yang tahu . desprado.i'm in a very desperate situations . seriously , maybe this is ujian that HE gave to my family , maybe HE wanna make sure that i'm strong enough to face the outside world . maybe , just maybe ~ last 25th april , matriculation results are released . internet was totaly broke down that time . pas tu bila mesej kawan . ramai yang check melalui SMS . ouhhh ~ there is a way .. and here is the results ( ni yg dah di check guna online ) :

omg! kulim noooo ~

heee.. seee dapat Kolej Mara Kulim - sekali dengan wan nghahaaahaha . jodoh kuat kan kami nii ? . Then upu keluar . hmmm , agak mencabar jugak la masa keluar result tu . Ye la internet terganggu masa tu . Tak boleh check . hantar SMS diorang tak balas . Allah je tau betapa gundah-gulananya hati ini . Dan akhirnya ... jeng jeng jeng :

Uitm -Asasi Sains 

UiTM Puncak Alam - shah alam !

hehe .. Alhamdulilah ~ ! Allah je yang tau perasaan ni . HAPPY ! .sebab dapat Uni yang memang diharapkan :D. dan Intec di UiTm pun dapat . tapi tu la 8000 per semester ! ouh . my ayah is not that rich la intec . i'm soooo sory . tolak you damn jauh . But then wan tak dapat pi Uni ! ouh Allah ! memang terkejut kucing sungguh ! kesian wan . :((  . although then , I still believe there is a silver lining at each clouds . wan fight kat Kulim tau . buat habis baik ! I know you can . FIGHTING! apapun same story goes to others . ada yang dapat ada yang tak. dan rezeki lagi apabila dapat bantuan kewangan asasi ! Allah Maha Besar . Maha Mengetahui kesusahan hambanya . Terima kasih Ya Allah !

Ayah is soooo relieved that i got the bantuan kewangan . Poor ayah . busy with all of stuff that is need to do . Moga Allah kurniakan Rezeki yang lebih buat ayah .
:D

p/s : i'm in deep dilemma . which to choose ? arghhhh !