:) May Thier Love lasts till Jannah

today I , the owner of this blog , want to share with you guys a very very envy feelings . Not a bad 'envy' of course . this is a good one I think ? WELL HERE IS THE THING ( tiru ayat Madam Turis hehe ) , I've found this little mulimah ( act I found her twitter ) what I'm jealous of her is she is only fifteen and proudly married ! Mabrook to you dear . May Allah bless your marriage till Jannah . Insya-Allah . She's so lucky . He got a good man . It just like this hadith said : 

" Good men are only for good women . But , If they got the contrary part of them , Allah is testing them " 


But , if you guys see her . Masya-Allah ! she is so great . I mean so so great . She wore niqab at a such young age . Even I'm now ( 18 ) still have not trying to wear a purdah . not even once . but I admit , Myself is a lot better than before . :) Allahuakbar ! Still I envy her boldness to take his husband hand to walk along together on a very big path . as a marriage couple ! I admit ! I AM JEALOUS of them  yet I'm not ready to be like them . my journey is a lot more longer to reach that part though there is a man have asked me in hand . But I felt that I was so young back then , so I refuse ( also coz I don't know him that much laa .) and of course , I'm gonna make sure my sisters n my brother got a good person to be with them . It's okay for me to be the lasts one . I don't mind , yet my feelings are torn apart inside out when seeing my friends and the little muslimah are ahead me . Allahu Allahu ! Please forgive me . Of course , soul mate and death are in Allah's hand . It is already written , it just need the right time to come . Patience , patience . 

*still I don't think I'm deserve to anyone . :) I've reasons why I'm saying that .

lastly , I will Insya-Allah pray for their happiness . May Allah bless them with a soleh and solehah children . Amin .  [1225;09082012]

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