Confused
Being myself is kinda confuse sometimes , heheh . sungguh I don't lie . I want to be good .. but in the same time I am bad. .. How's that happen ?? Don't ask me .. I don't know . Kadang-kadang teringat ja bila diri ni dah tak ada di dunia apa akan jadi dekat diri ini 'di sana' ? Bila terfikir kulit yang Allah bagi yang mulus ni akan terbakar.. Saya jadi takut . Takut yang amat sangat .. sebab saya boleh nampak bayangan yang saya ni terbakar dalam neraka . But , in the same time it's damn soooooo hard nak ubah diri . I've tried everything to make myself a better muslimah ... but it seems hard enough ...
It's A Whole New Level ...
Speaking of a new level .. I'm nearly eighteen ( 17 tahun errrrr berapa bulan tah ) . Banyak sangat tanggungjawab sekarang ... I'm a big sis to my little siblings , I need to their role modle . But I'm myself is not yet a good one . Ahahah ... Along is in love ( heads over heels I told you ! ) . That man , I don't know whether he's try to play with my sister's feeling or he is serious . Ish , tak ready nak kongsi along dengan orang lain !!!!! Kata la mamat tu kawin ngn along ... naya aku , dah la lelaki yang ak biasa ni hanya sepupu and my adik also my ayah . ni serious .. kalau along kawin aku nak tidoq mana ???? Bilik yg la ni sah-sah jadi hak milik orang yang kawin ... But anyway , kalau he can make her happy .. I don't mind at all.. tapi if it turns other way around . HE IS TOTALLY DEAD MEAT .
NGA!!! I talk bout my sis marriage ! SOOOOOO future ! Apapun , biarlah semua adik dan along bahagia dulu , then if anyone want to paksa-paksa I kawin , I don't mind . As long as they are happy :)
It's A Whole New Level ...
Speaking of a new level .. I'm nearly eighteen ( 17 tahun errrrr berapa bulan tah ) . Banyak sangat tanggungjawab sekarang ... I'm a big sis to my little siblings , I need to their role modle . But I'm myself is not yet a good one . Ahahah ... Along is in love ( heads over heels I told you ! ) . That man , I don't know whether he's try to play with my sister's feeling or he is serious . Ish , tak ready nak kongsi along dengan orang lain !!!!! Kata la mamat tu kawin ngn along ... naya aku , dah la lelaki yang ak biasa ni hanya sepupu and my adik also my ayah . ni serious .. kalau along kawin aku nak tidoq mana ???? Bilik yg la ni sah-sah jadi hak milik orang yang kawin ... But anyway , kalau he can make her happy .. I don't mind at all.. tapi if it turns other way around . HE IS TOTALLY DEAD MEAT .
NGA!!! I talk bout my sis marriage ! SOOOOOO future ! Apapun , biarlah semua adik dan along bahagia dulu , then if anyone want to paksa-paksa I kawin , I don't mind . As long as they are happy :)
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